Monday, February 28, 2011

No Title

Under the dark skies every night I looked up and wondering where is my next destination .
If I already know it's my destiny , do I have the power to continue persue it until the day I reach it .
Sometimes , life is so hard to continue , yet it was fulled of memories which we miss a lots .

I knew the place where I'm safe , the reason I kept everything within myself is being silent .
Don't try to talk to anyone even you feel that person is the right one , because you never know what's going to happen on the very next second .
Yes , I have the fear to keep believing .
The past shall not harm me , I always know this particular fact .
No one will let go something so easily .

I'm just so lost , just like in the middle of the forest .
I dont even know how big or how small the forest could be .
With no sense of the direction , I just keep walking alone .

It can't be deny that I have lots of friends being supportive no matter what I'm going to do .
How long can I hold myself on the right track without falling down so harsh .
Questions that can't be answered nor asked are all kept silently , quietly .

I told myself over millions times , hold on loo sin just hold on , dont ever dare to think to give up .
I've done so far , with the tears of joy and sadness .
The journey i chose in the past brought me to a stronger one , yet have the same weakness that i worked it out so hard .

What title shall not be the question to be answered now , because this is all about the process we going to get through by tomorrow , after tomorrow .
Bear in mind , believe the plan that God had already planned .


I may need someone by my side , but I know it clearly that I dont need as well .
I got to strong , even though I am all alone .
For the reason I know I have my family , friends and Him .

Saturday, February 12, 2011

认错-优客李林


一首让今天心情很不知所措的歌
我有点想哭了
2个月了,终于有这个感觉了
可是我知道我的忍功很好
将这心情收起来了。

不知道怎么每次不敢发泄哭出来
怕什么我也不知道
槌胸,希望不再胸闷

我不是想你才这样
只是我发现我傻了2个月一直没找方式发泄
2个月像个正常的人一样没事
是不是真的没事,我真的不知道。

到底发生什么事了
我不知道我好了没有
我真的不知道

我好累
但是我会撑着,直到我完完全全好。