Inhale and exhale

I know you're somewhere out there . I miss you Ah Ma =') I know you're now with GOD.





Life is started to get busy and workload is still increasing.
I would say I'm working hard to a extend, but I have get used to Uni's lifestyle.
After ruined up the Masteringbiology quiz, I told myself better to be more serious.
It's so silly to say I really felt like crying when I knew I didn't do my quiz.

Urgh, life isn't easy anyways, especially when you're trying to have some chillin' time. Then all of the sudden there's a lightning strikes into your head saying you don't have much time to chill due to reports assignments quizzes =C
Warn ya, the management of time is crucial,especially when you're flooded with lots of works.
That's the exact reason I'd planned my timetable yet to be discovered by yourself whether I really follow it or not hahaha.

Ah , my pre-U was somehow spoon-feed me, that's why I was a little bit lost in the beginning.
But you know what, human is a awesome organisms that able to adapt to new environment in short time.
For example, me! I'm facing the system quite well(better than yesterday XD) .
How short is the short, for me, I took about 10 days. The process was so dead man.

Currently, as you can see, I'm bloggin' but the venue is different. So, where am I now ? HOME =D
Soon or later, gotta kick my ass and start doing the lab report.
It's my second chemistry report, hope I've learned from my previous report ( the score is bad ).
Juju , show some improvement by working hardeerrrrrr x)
Brainwashing myself that don't ever take excuse that I have a weak-retarded biology basis , aha , 99% !



Anyways, it's a good sign / good news that I'm still surviving , though things getting harder and harder .
I shall not waste any second, it isn't a favor thing, think of those who had passed away and you'll eventually find that you're blessed.
Make use of every lessons, mistakes, upset, heartaches stuffs.. Learn from them and grow.
Pray to Lord, thanks for giving me life and courage to face the hardships, for You shall be the savior in my life and I'll not be anxious by anything but everything through prayer and petiton . Amen ! =)


Smile , work hard , and live your life .




*alright,time to study! Ciaoz.

bom.

我科系的那女孩好酷玄毙了
哈哈哈，我神经==




人生真的是娘的起起落落（无视我的rudeness，其实我很斯文的）
哈哈哈，笑不就好了
有什么事过不去的，你讲啊你讲啊=D


想分享有意思的句子:
【人生8个不要等】1不要等到想要的爱时才学会付出；
2不要等到​孤单时才想念你的朋友；
3不要等到有职位时才去努力工作；
4不要​等到失败时才记起他人的忠告；
5不要等到生病时才意识到生命脆弱​；
6不要等到分离时后悔没有去珍惜；
7不要等到别人指出才知道自​己错了；
8不要等到临死时才发现要热爱生活。




其二，你荒废的今天，是昨天死去的人奢望的明天。
问题让你后退不敢往前，那你可以滚开。
老娘娘的想要哭都没机会没有空间哭
你跟我说你面对天大的问题，所以你才这样


去撞墙拜托
你比温室小花还受保护
世界大得你只看到1巴
不要光说世界对你不公平，在那里埋怨
GROW UP啦


你的事会惹我吐血所以算了
滚远点。






KID！我没有想她料咯
=>
她说那个笑脸很奸诈，哭死我


















我亲爱的大家，微笑是两个人之间最短的距离。=）笑多多！

袋

快乐收在袋子里
所以觉得很空，是啊

今天，
我不知道能说什么

总结，我好累
真的好累



垮下去，会怎么样
不曾让自己有这个机会

我好累

tired

我很累
我很累
我很累


kml

故事

既然我读书效率那么差，就来一个部落格=〉



无意间看到小我一岁男孩的tweet，曾经九岁那年患有癌症，今年是他健康的十周年。
不可思议，肉眼看不出这样的一个过去。
面子书，我又获知朋友的父亲去世了；这是第几个爸爸了，我好难过。
散失了亲人是多么难受的事情，朋友，你过得好么？
是不是怀念这那位爱你的男人，如今却再也看不到的那位男人。

生命好脆弱，易碎；生命好坚强，好痛。
想想，你如今那么幸福快乐，却把重心放在错的人身上。
有一天你会发现你有多愚蠢可笑，感动的是，我及时发现。




亲爱的你知道吗，不是我不再关心你，而是你不需要这份关心。
既然你不需要我就没必要展示，更不必要去证明。
不是你不值得，或我不配你，或其他的原因。
而是我还有好多和你一样重要的事情要去做。
我在乎你到了一个程度，就连说话都怕会说错，好可悲的感觉你知道么。
你不感激，算了；你认为那是应该的，算了；你认为我多余，算了。
只要你好，就好了。
我只想要离你远远，不要管不要知道不要在乎所有的心疼。
再见，好不好；不要见了，好不好。

八个月的笨蛋当好了，再见笨蛋。=）
我会静静离开，因为你无视我的存在了，不曾正视过所有的付出。



所以，我很快乐。




我也很坚强。




有家人，有朋友，有学习。
够了，嗯。

现在做的事情很当初想象的一切很不一样，但是目的还是一样。
我会聆听每一个故事，找寻每一个遗失的故事。
不一样的出路，一样的destiny。


Superjuju，你好。
记住，珍惜那些珍惜你的，不珍惜你的就算了，别计较。
好好走每一步，遇到了垂心的挫折就面对。
累了，就好好休息。
努力生活，你长大了，爸爸的负担等着你接手。
曾经不愉快的事件就让它们留在过去的那里，无须三不五时望着。
未来空白，但是现在你可以填写未来的预言。
不要怕前面的未知数，神已安排了，好好定下心、坚强、无畏惧这面对。
你可以的，那个所谓的destination等着你实现。
爱，造成现在的你=）




♥

於

哭，
是一种解脱，还是一种束缚。

04082011
今天，我很不开心
不开心的定义是什么，不要问我，我不懂
把重点说开了，并没有好些

好挫折，那感觉再次和我说hello。
没有挫折哪来的成功，我知道，但是这次是我一个人面对了
朋友不在了，我只好一个人独吞一个人承受
是啊，这应该是他们说的成长，看你的肩膀能多宽了
是否能承载所有的压力面对这世界

上着课，对这一窍不通的excel我慌了
朋友们都做好了，其实这没什么，可我却好气馁
一个人呆着图书馆发呆
下堂课时，我简直是失去了魂魄，无心、想哭等负面情绪

对，我知道了，气馁是因为我发现我不懂的东西好多
我很慌，我不够时间


today is just not my day .

03082011

I'm still rootin' in the library , chillin' and bloggin' atm .
Can you imagine what happened just now , I myself can't even 'digest' it.
I just met christian fellow in MU , well Grace called me and I was in class at that particular time .
Without hesitatin' I called back after class over, then met em' up in discussion room .

Ms Wong , what i gotta say is , God answered your prayer and He loves me .
Praise Lord .
I knew my parents are quite serious whenever I try my best to 'inform' them about this religion.
Nevermind , I know what to do so they're not worryin' me all the while .
So basically texted Ms Wong about the baptism , I just wish you're one of em' to testify me.
Reason is simple , you're so important for me .=)



Well , big thanks for Lord Jesus , You brought em' to me and I feel the care of Yours .
Yea I believe , it's some doubt within me , delay decision-makin' .
I know Lord will show me understandin' and lead me to the answer .


Today was tirin', studied in library alone and ended up now bloggin' LOL
Psychology , I'll take you as my friend , God picks me into you , so He serves a purpose for this action .

Praise Lord , lastly , I love my life . Amen