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Under the dark skies every night I looked up and wondering where is my next destination .
If I already know it's my destiny , do I have the power to continue persue it until the day I reach it .
Sometimes , life is so hard to continue , yet it was fulled of memories which we miss a lots .

I knew the place where I'm safe , the reason I kept everything within myself is being silent .
Don't try to talk to anyone even you feel that person is the right one , because you never know what's going to happen on the very next second .
Yes , I have the fear to keep believing .
The past shall not harm me , I always know this particular fact .
No one will let go something so easily .

I'm just so lost , just like in the middle of the forest .
I dont even know how big or how small the forest could be .
With no sense of the direction , I just keep walking alone .

It can't be deny that I have lots of friends being supportive no matter what I'm going to do .
How long can I hold myself on the right track without falling down so harsh .
Questions that can't be answered nor asked are all kept silently , quietly .

I told myself over millions times , hold on loo sin just hold on , dont ever dare to think to give up .
I've done so far , with the tears of joy and sadness .
The journey i chose in the past brought me to a stronger one , yet have the same weakness that i worked it out so hard .

What title shall not be the question to be answered now , because this is all about the process we going to get through by tomorrow , after tomorrow .
Bear in mind , believe the plan that God had already planned .


I may need someone by my side , but I know it clearly that I dont need as well .
I got to strong , even though I am all alone .
For the reason I know I have my family , friends and Him .

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认错-优客李林


一首让今天心情很不知所措的歌
我有点想哭了
2个月了，终于有这个感觉了
可是我知道我的忍功很好
将这心情收起来了。

不知道怎么每次不敢发泄哭出来
怕什么我也不知道
槌胸，希望不再胸闷

我不是想你才这样
只是我发现我傻了2个月一直没找方式发泄
2个月像个正常的人一样没事
是不是真的没事，我真的不知道。

到底发生什么事了
我不知道我好了没有
我真的不知道

我好累
但是我会撑着，直到我完完全全好。

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/jujekiremy/16234199

跨

要是你幸福，请你告诉我
我不知道我该不该等你，我怎么了。



我不知道怎么表达我自己了
好累
一个人

影，歌，我

喜不喜

昨晚很早就睡了，
理由很简单
就是赶快结束担心。

似乎没什么帮助
早睡很自然就早起
起身后继续担心
没差。

不喜欢等待的感觉
总是提心吊胆
就像犯人等待无期死亡
不过我得好些，
我知道什么时候就会结束。

过了明天早上，
一切都会结束

哦，是真的结束吗
还是另外一个梦的开始
另外一条崭新的道路得以启开

过去的一个月里，
什么都没做
像个废人一样
结束。

未来的一个月，
上帝你早已安排好了，不是么
我何必顾虑太多。

只是我说啊
担心是难免的，
要是我冷静面对所有，
我有点很不像‘人’

一紧张，
那里就很不舒服
lulu阿，那是你心里作祟
不是真的痛

今晚我要早早睡。

都说了

这几天情绪真的有够厉害跌到谷底，
开始的时候还不知道理由
mood连续swing

身边的朋友开始告诉说成绩要放榜了
doods，我知道为什么我的情绪会那样不安

我的妈，打着部落格心情都不好
头痛到一个不行
是，我犯贱，我不要吃药

真的是
每次紧张的时候，
身体头脑都不协调，
很讨厌这样啊啊

头脑要这样
身体却犯贱
在这样下去很精神折磨阿

耳朵被音乐boom到傻依旧没帮助
看来
我病到不轻-.-


T.T 我真的很讨厌这样的我
很讨厌
快告诉我没事，快点！

我很崩溃
里面已经水灾地震火山爆发
奇怪的是，
我外在平静得很。

Let me lean on you .

fears shall not harm me , i know you're always there for me .

I'm lost for no reason and wondering what my future will be .

I know you have a plan for me , but i still feel insecure .

whatever the question you throw for me , i will always say yes .

i needed to be strong , seriously .