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Sing your lungs loud out . Crap .
How hard have you try ? Hey bud , I sang until my soundtrack gone , ain't you see I've tried my best of the best .
Ah ya , I see , so ? So , I've tried so hard as you can see , yet you gave me nothing .
Here comes a voice , " Son , you do tried hard , it's undeniable . But you do in the wrong way , that's the reason you didn't make any changes . Try again , try the other way this time , try to be out of the box . "

What if I tell you I started not to believe myself .
What if I stretch out my arm and reach for help .
What if no one out there lift me out from here .
What if I'm the one who behave so stubbornly not to let myself go .

Is it okay to get some help , but how ?
I should have stop wandering and doubting about the unknowns that soon reach for me .
Because I have no idea on what's coming next .

My life has already got its plan and I supposed do whatever I need to do .
Pray for the answer to be clear , pray for not to be anxious as You're there for me .
Yet , You know humans are quite weak to stand firmly on there foot .
Yes , indeed .



[Don't spoil what you have by worrying about what you have not. Never let your hearts desire become a heart disease! ]


Seeking for the strength that about to depart inside myself .
The road is rough , so I got to be tough .