我不知道，我真的不知道
我不喜欢看到你的影子，不停在我眼前
我知道，我已经不屑于你
嗯
AleKaki,我好想你们（我傻了）
Monday, August 29, 2011
Monday, August 15, 2011
泪理由
StarKing节目里，出现的一位病患多年的母亲，想要在仅剩的时间唱歌给她的孩子听。
一出场，泪水在眼眶打转，头往上扬。
好难过，泪水涌了出来。
这是一个很好的理由流眼泪。
生命很可贵，加油了那位母亲
希望奇迹会发生=')
一出场，泪水在眼眶打转，头往上扬。
好难过，泪水涌了出来。
这是一个很好的理由流眼泪。
生命很可贵，加油了那位母亲
希望奇迹会发生=')
Sunday, August 14, 2011
糊了
不算哭，只是视线变得模糊
委屈虽没被泪水带走得彻彻底底，至少这一个我好多了
谢谢小家伙阿
有你，真好，真棒。
可能因看到某些句子，才会触碰心里比较痛的源头
所以很难受
那一刻，本来想把泪水吞回肚子里
小家伙就pop出来，才会被看到不坚强的那面
谢谢你，我那一刻不是一个人面对
C:C:
kennygeezhiyingaaron，我还是会很坚强
阿嫲，我是不是你的好宝贝好心肝阿
爸妈，为了你们我什么都会努力克服
茹欣，你要好好的加油继续好好努力
C:C:C:C:C:
委屈虽没被泪水带走得彻彻底底，至少这一个我好多了
谢谢小家伙阿
有你，真好，真棒。
可能因看到某些句子，才会触碰心里比较痛的源头
所以很难受
那一刻，本来想把泪水吞回肚子里
小家伙就pop出来，才会被看到不坚强的那面
谢谢你，我那一刻不是一个人面对
C:C:
kennygeezhiyingaaron，我还是会很坚强
阿嫲，我是不是你的好宝贝好心肝阿
爸妈，为了你们我什么都会努力克服
茹欣，你要好好的加油继续好好努力
C:C:C:C:C:
Saturday, August 13, 2011
Another new piece of awesome music from Jason Chen.
Enjoy ! C:
Just back from very first outing with Monashians.
It's mainly because we were trying to 'celebrate' Jia Won's birthday .
Basically, it's still awesome though we were just had meal and shop .
Nice chit-chat ladies C:
Urg, back to work now.
List-to-do :
Psycho lab journal
Bio lab report
Bio quiz
statistical Rea quiz
Chem Wiley plus
wuaaa*faint*
okays, start working C:
Smile, even you feel the pain within yourself.
C:C:
Quote: No matter how hard you try to plan your life, God has a special plan just for you!
Friday, August 12, 2011
勇气, 是当你发现没有赢的把握，明知会输，却不放弃。——你不勇敢，谁
It simply means that, even when you're losing your faith,even you know you're going to lose at some point BUT you'll never give up. If you're not going to be tough, there is no one will be there JUST you.
You're being tough , though it's faking.
LIFE. C:
It simply means that, even when you're losing your faith,even you know you're going to lose at some point BUT you'll never give up. If you're not going to be tough, there is no one will be there JUST you.
You're being tough , though it's faking.
LIFE. C:
I want sleep.
Can I just sleep like nobody business in the library ?
Urgh I don't think so, even if you see me somewhere here and seem like I'm sleeping, actually I'm not.
I can't really nap over MonashLibrary due to the reason : I'm alone.
Unlike during A-level, I was sleeping NYENYAK sekali.
The main is because I've friends beside me, so I feel 'safe' LOL.
Ahh mainly caused by childhood experiences, that's why I don't dare to sleep if I'm alone .
Whatever this isn't the point I wanna say .
-.o
Psycho lab journal will soon drive me mad.
So HELLO tanjung rambutan.
Anyways, Ive gone through alots of ups and downs in the past 3 years.
In the end, I'm fine now.
I am so glad I didn't choose the way that my psychiatrist told me to go.
Hey doctor, see, I'm now doing something that you probably never think of 3 yrs ago, am I not right ?
I pulled myself out successfully from the hell of drugs, so don't simple prescribed drugs for your patients.
Drugs don't really help the patients who suffered from depression.
The main root is solve out what's inside his/her mind, untied the tied rope.
Isn't this your job?
I'm not being mean or whatever shit behavior, I just can't imagine how many people going to work hard just trying to stay happy everyday WITHOUT depend on the drugs.
I'd went through it, and I shall never forget the process.
Life that I used to have in the past, isn't something that I ashamed of.
I had it once, it's make my story of life much more interesting.
Everything reminds me, never give up so easily because based on what I've conquered.
Life is not easy , but we can make it easy .
Stay upbeat , and smile ! C:C:
Can I just sleep like nobody business in the library ?
Urgh I don't think so, even if you see me somewhere here and seem like I'm sleeping, actually I'm not.
I can't really nap over MonashLibrary due to the reason : I'm alone.
Unlike during A-level, I was sleeping NYENYAK sekali.
The main is because I've friends beside me, so I feel 'safe' LOL.
Ahh mainly caused by childhood experiences, that's why I don't dare to sleep if I'm alone .
Whatever this isn't the point I wanna say .
-.o
Psycho lab journal will soon drive me mad.
So HELLO tanjung rambutan.
Anyways, Ive gone through alots of ups and downs in the past 3 years.
In the end, I'm fine now.
I am so glad I didn't choose the way that my psychiatrist told me to go.
Hey doctor, see, I'm now doing something that you probably never think of 3 yrs ago, am I not right ?
I pulled myself out successfully from the hell of drugs, so don't simple prescribed drugs for your patients.
Drugs don't really help the patients who suffered from depression.
The main root is solve out what's inside his/her mind, untied the tied rope.
Isn't this your job?
I'm not being mean or whatever shit behavior, I just can't imagine how many people going to work hard just trying to stay happy everyday WITHOUT depend on the drugs.
I'd went through it, and I shall never forget the process.
Life that I used to have in the past, isn't something that I ashamed of.
I had it once, it's make my story of life much more interesting.
Everything reminds me, never give up so easily because based on what I've conquered.
Life is not easy , but we can make it easy .
Stay upbeat , and smile ! C:C:
Thursday, August 11, 2011
HAHAHA
Butt is sticking pappa rich's chair .
Chillin' with Kenny gee zhizhi , not really chillin', just hanging out.
Oh man, first laugh after 3 weeks uni has started.
I love you guys !
Feel damn great to lepak though my brain is now keep on interpreting 'data' of my works.
Hmm, later go back study 20min in biology lab manual before off to bed .
Life , you're busy , but you're meaningfull <3
I love you, Life !
C:C:C:C:
Chillin' with Kenny gee zhizhi , not really chillin', just hanging out.
Oh man, first laugh after 3 weeks uni has started.
I love you guys !
Feel damn great to lepak though my brain is now keep on interpreting 'data' of my works.
Hmm, later go back study 20min in biology lab manual before off to bed .
Life , you're busy , but you're meaningfull <3
I love you, Life !
C:C:C:C:
Biakcek.
Second post of the day.
You may think am I so free or whatever shit.
Very pekcek, I can't do my chem report with retarded brain right .
My throat just feel no so well since yesterday ChemLab session, maybe due to the chemical solution .
Please la, don't treat me like this can mo arhhh 化学物
lalala, back to work.
You may think am I so free or whatever shit.
Very pekcek, I can't do my chem report with retarded brain right .
My throat just feel no so well since yesterday ChemLab session, maybe due to the chemical solution .
Please la, don't treat me like this can mo arhhh 化学物
lalala, back to work.
Challenge
Let's talk about the topic, and cut the long shit to short blablabla x)
I was so damn bloody lucky, you know what, I was having Chem tutorial just now.
Joash(hopefully I get it right) asked is there anyone who can worked out the Q4 on the whiteboard.
To be frank, I think no one volunteered themselves because everyone of us didn't know how to do.
So, he had no idea but to choose people randomly from the name list.
What the shit, I THOUGHT I wont 'kena' because I didn't prepare for every Q.
Besides I dont think I'm that 'lucky' LOL.
Well, Joash flipped through the name list and "Hoo Loo Sin" he shouted.
=.=! holly lembu, my awesome name
*lightning strikes*
O.O I was damn shocked you know, why everytime I'll kena all these rubbish but not lottery or luckydraw.
urgh, I told him I dont know , but he insisted that I should try.
Nevermind, I tryyyy..
Ended up simply write rubbish on the board , concept was right just the bloody figure got wrong.
Not bad , keep the spirit up mannnn! C:
That's an impact after this, I found I'd taken the challenge and struggled to get the answer.
The most important , I didn't give up on it. Thanks Joash C:
Alright, after this, I'm really going to ruin up myself by gaining lots of knowledge.
I grew mentally as I didn't think of giving up on that moment.
So yea ROCKS it man.
Ok, this blog doesn't seem short at all.
I have to get back to work since there's a gathering with gee kenny zhizhi them at night.
Smile, keep fighting !C:C:C:C:
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Inhale and exhale
I know you're somewhere out there . I miss you Ah Ma =') I know you're now with GOD.
Life is started to get busy and workload is still increasing.
I would say I'm working hard to a extend, but I have get used to Uni's lifestyle.
After ruined up the Masteringbiology quiz, I told myself better to be more serious.
It's so silly to say I really felt like crying when I knew I didn't do my quiz.
Urgh, life isn't easy anyways, especially when you're trying to have some chillin' time. Then all of the sudden there's a lightning strikes into your head saying you don't have much time to chill due to reports assignments quizzes =C
Warn ya, the management of time is crucial,especially when you're flooded with lots of works.
That's the exact reason I'd planned my timetable yet to be discovered by yourself whether I really follow it or not hahaha.
Ah , my pre-U was somehow spoon-feed me, that's why I was a little bit lost in the beginning.
But you know what, human is a awesome organisms that able to adapt to new environment in short time.
For example, me! I'm facing the system quite well(better than yesterday XD) .
How short is the short, for me, I took about 10 days. The process was so dead man.
Currently, as you can see, I'm bloggin' but the venue is different. So, where am I now ? HOME =D
Soon or later, gotta kick my ass and start doing the lab report.
It's my second chemistry report, hope I've learned from my previous report ( the score is bad ).
Juju , show some improvement by working hardeerrrrrr x)
Brainwashing myself that don't ever take excuse that I have a weak-retarded biology basis , aha , 99% !
Anyways, it's a good sign / good news that I'm still surviving , though things getting harder and harder .
I shall not waste any second, it isn't a favor thing, think of those who had passed away and you'll eventually find that you're blessed.
Make use of every lessons, mistakes, upset, heartaches stuffs.. Learn from them and grow.
Pray to Lord, thanks for giving me life and courage to face the hardships, for You shall be the savior in my life and I'll not be anxious by anything but everything through prayer and petiton . Amen ! =)
Smile , work hard , and live your life .
*alright,time to study! Ciaoz.
Life is started to get busy and workload is still increasing.
I would say I'm working hard to a extend, but I have get used to Uni's lifestyle.
After ruined up the Masteringbiology quiz, I told myself better to be more serious.
It's so silly to say I really felt like crying when I knew I didn't do my quiz.
Urgh, life isn't easy anyways, especially when you're trying to have some chillin' time. Then all of the sudden there's a lightning strikes into your head saying you don't have much time to chill due to reports assignments quizzes =C
Warn ya, the management of time is crucial,especially when you're flooded with lots of works.
That's the exact reason I'd planned my timetable yet to be discovered by yourself whether I really follow it or not hahaha.
Ah , my pre-U was somehow spoon-feed me, that's why I was a little bit lost in the beginning.
But you know what, human is a awesome organisms that able to adapt to new environment in short time.
For example, me! I'm facing the system quite well(better than yesterday XD) .
How short is the short, for me, I took about 10 days. The process was so dead man.
Currently, as you can see, I'm bloggin' but the venue is different. So, where am I now ? HOME =D
Soon or later, gotta kick my ass and start doing the lab report.
It's my second chemistry report, hope I've learned from my previous report ( the score is bad ).
Juju , show some improvement by working hardeerrrrrr x)
Brainwashing myself that don't ever take excuse that I have a weak-retarded biology basis , aha , 99% !
Anyways, it's a good sign / good news that I'm still surviving , though things getting harder and harder .
I shall not waste any second, it isn't a favor thing, think of those who had passed away and you'll eventually find that you're blessed.
Make use of every lessons, mistakes, upset, heartaches stuffs.. Learn from them and grow.
Pray to Lord, thanks for giving me life and courage to face the hardships, for You shall be the savior in my life and I'll not be anxious by anything but everything through prayer and petiton . Amen ! =)
Smile , work hard , and live your life .
*alright,time to study! Ciaoz.
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
bom.
我科系的那女孩好酷玄毙了
哈哈哈，我神经==
人生真的是娘的起起落落（无视我的rudeness，其实我很斯文的）
哈哈哈，笑不就好了
有什么事过不去的，你讲啊你讲啊=D
想分享有意思的句子:
【人生8个不要等】1不要等到想要的爱时才学会付出；
2不要等到
3不要等到有职位时才去努力工作；
4不要
5不要等到生病时才意识到生命脆弱
6不要等到分离时后悔没有去珍惜；
7不要等到别人指出才知道自
8不要等到临死时才发现要热爱生活。
其二，你荒废的今天，是昨天死去的人奢望的明天。
问题让你后退不敢往前，那你可以滚开。
老娘娘的想要哭都没机会没有空间哭
你跟我说你面对天大的问题，所以你才这样
去撞墙拜托
你比温室小花还受保护
世界大得你只看到1巴
不要光说世界对你不公平，在那里埋怨
GROW UP啦
你的事会惹我吐血所以算了
滚远点。
KID！我没有想她料咯
=>
她说那个笑脸很奸诈，哭死我
我亲爱的大家，微笑是两个人之间最短的距离。=）笑多多！
哈哈哈，我神经==
人生真的是娘的起起落落（无视我的rudeness，其实我很斯文的）
哈哈哈，笑不就好了
有什么事过不去的，你讲啊你讲啊=D
想分享有意思的句子:
【人生8个不要等】1不要等到想要的爱时才学会付出；
2不要等到
3不要等到有职位时才去努力工作；
4不要
5不要等到生病时才意识到生命脆弱
6不要等到分离时后悔没有去珍惜；
7不要等到别人指出才知道自
8不要等到临死时才发现要热爱生活。
其二，你荒废的今天，是昨天死去的人奢望的明天。
问题让你后退不敢往前，那你可以滚开。
老娘娘的想要哭都没机会没有空间哭
你跟我说你面对天大的问题，所以你才这样
去撞墙拜托
你比温室小花还受保护
世界大得你只看到1巴
不要光说世界对你不公平，在那里埋怨
GROW UP啦
你的事会惹我吐血所以算了
滚远点。
KID！我没有想她料咯
=>
她说那个笑脸很奸诈，哭死我
我亲爱的大家，微笑是两个人之间最短的距离。=）笑多多！
Monday, August 8, 2011
Sunday, August 7, 2011
Saturday, August 6, 2011
故事
既然我读书效率那么差，就来一个部落格=〉
无意间看到小我一岁男孩的tweet，曾经九岁那年患有癌症，今年是他健康的十周年。
不可思议，肉眼看不出这样的一个过去。
面子书，我又获知朋友的父亲去世了；这是第几个爸爸了，我好难过。
散失了亲人是多么难受的事情，朋友，你过得好么？
是不是怀念这那位爱你的男人，如今却再也看不到的那位男人。
生命好脆弱，易碎；生命好坚强，好痛。
想想，你如今那么幸福快乐，却把重心放在错的人身上。
有一天你会发现你有多愚蠢可笑，感动的是，我及时发现。
亲爱的你知道吗，不是我不再关心你，而是你不需要这份关心。
既然你不需要我就没必要展示，更不必要去证明。
不是你不值得，或我不配你，或其他的原因。
而是我还有好多和你一样重要的事情要去做。
我在乎你到了一个程度，就连说话都怕会说错，好可悲的感觉你知道么。
你不感激，算了；你认为那是应该的，算了；你认为我多余，算了。
只要你好，就好了。
我只想要离你远远，不要管不要知道不要在乎所有的心疼。
再见，好不好；不要见了，好不好。
八个月的笨蛋当好了，再见笨蛋。=）
我会静静离开，因为你无视我的存在了，不曾正视过所有的付出。
所以，我很快乐。
我也很坚强。
有家人，有朋友，有学习。
够了，嗯。
现在做的事情很当初想象的一切很不一样，但是目的还是一样。
我会聆听每一个故事，找寻每一个遗失的故事。
不一样的出路，一样的destiny。
Superjuju，你好。
记住，珍惜那些珍惜你的，不珍惜你的就算了，别计较。
好好走每一步，遇到了垂心的挫折就面对。
累了，就好好休息。
努力生活，你长大了，爸爸的负担等着你接手。
曾经不愉快的事件就让它们留在过去的那里，无须三不五时望着。
未来空白，但是现在你可以填写未来的预言。
不要怕前面的未知数，神已安排了，好好定下心、坚强、无畏惧这面对。
你可以的，那个所谓的destination等着你实现。
爱，造成现在的你=）
♥
无意间看到小我一岁男孩的tweet，曾经九岁那年患有癌症，今年是他健康的十周年。
不可思议，肉眼看不出这样的一个过去。
面子书，我又获知朋友的父亲去世了；这是第几个爸爸了，我好难过。
散失了亲人是多么难受的事情，朋友，你过得好么？
是不是怀念这那位爱你的男人，如今却再也看不到的那位男人。
生命好脆弱，易碎；生命好坚强，好痛。
想想，你如今那么幸福快乐，却把重心放在错的人身上。
有一天你会发现你有多愚蠢可笑，感动的是，我及时发现。
亲爱的你知道吗，不是我不再关心你，而是你不需要这份关心。
既然你不需要我就没必要展示，更不必要去证明。
不是你不值得，或我不配你，或其他的原因。
而是我还有好多和你一样重要的事情要去做。
我在乎你到了一个程度，就连说话都怕会说错，好可悲的感觉你知道么。
你不感激，算了；你认为那是应该的，算了；你认为我多余，算了。
只要你好，就好了。
我只想要离你远远，不要管不要知道不要在乎所有的心疼。
再见，好不好；不要见了，好不好。
八个月的笨蛋当好了，再见笨蛋。=）
我会静静离开，因为你无视我的存在了，不曾正视过所有的付出。
所以，我很快乐。
我也很坚强。
有家人，有朋友，有学习。
够了，嗯。
现在做的事情很当初想象的一切很不一样，但是目的还是一样。
我会聆听每一个故事，找寻每一个遗失的故事。
不一样的出路，一样的destiny。
Superjuju，你好。
记住，珍惜那些珍惜你的，不珍惜你的就算了，别计较。
好好走每一步，遇到了垂心的挫折就面对。
累了，就好好休息。
努力生活，你长大了，爸爸的负担等着你接手。
曾经不愉快的事件就让它们留在过去的那里，无须三不五时望着。
未来空白，但是现在你可以填写未来的预言。
不要怕前面的未知数，神已安排了，好好定下心、坚强、无畏惧这面对。
你可以的，那个所谓的destination等着你实现。
爱，造成现在的你=）
♥
Thursday, August 4, 2011
於
哭，
是一种解脱，还是一种束缚。
04082011
今天，我很不开心
不开心的定义是什么，不要问我，我不懂
把重点说开了，并没有好些
好挫折，那感觉再次和我说hello。
没有挫折哪来的成功，我知道，但是这次是我一个人面对了
朋友不在了，我只好一个人独吞一个人承受
是啊，这应该是他们说的成长，看你的肩膀能多宽了
是否能承载所有的压力面对这世界
上着课，对这一窍不通的excel我慌了
朋友们都做好了，其实这没什么，可我却好气馁
一个人呆着图书馆发呆
下堂课时，我简直是失去了魂魄，无心、想哭等负面情绪
对，我知道了，气馁是因为我发现我不懂的东西好多
我很慌，我不够时间
today is just not my day .
是一种解脱，还是一种束缚。
04082011
今天，我很不开心
不开心的定义是什么，不要问我，我不懂
把重点说开了，并没有好些
好挫折，那感觉再次和我说hello。
没有挫折哪来的成功，我知道，但是这次是我一个人面对了
朋友不在了，我只好一个人独吞一个人承受
是啊，这应该是他们说的成长，看你的肩膀能多宽了
是否能承载所有的压力面对这世界
上着课，对这一窍不通的excel我慌了
朋友们都做好了，其实这没什么，可我却好气馁
一个人呆着图书馆发呆
下堂课时，我简直是失去了魂魄，无心、想哭等负面情绪
对，我知道了，气馁是因为我发现我不懂的东西好多
我很慌，我不够时间
today is just not my day .
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
03082011
I'm still rootin' in the library , chillin' and bloggin' atm .
Can you imagine what happened just now , I myself can't even 'digest' it.
I just met christian fellow in MU , well Grace called me and I was in class at that particular time .
Without hesitatin' I called back after class over, then met em' up in discussion room .
Ms Wong , what i gotta say is , God answered your prayer and He loves me .
Praise Lord .
I knew my parents are quite serious whenever I try my best to 'inform' them about this religion.
Nevermind , I know what to do so they're not worryin' me all the while .
So basically texted Ms Wong about the baptism , I just wish you're one of em' to testify me.
Reason is simple , you're so important for me .=)
Well , big thanks for Lord Jesus , You brought em' to me and I feel the care of Yours .
Yea I believe , it's some doubt within me , delay decision-makin' .
I know Lord will show me understandin' and lead me to the answer .
Today was tirin', studied in library alone and ended up now bloggin' LOL
Psychology , I'll take you as my friend , God picks me into you , so He serves a purpose for this action .
Praise Lord , lastly , I love my life . Amen
Can you imagine what happened just now , I myself can't even 'digest' it.
I just met christian fellow in MU , well Grace called me and I was in class at that particular time .
Without hesitatin' I called back after class over, then met em' up in discussion room .
Ms Wong , what i gotta say is , God answered your prayer and He loves me .
Praise Lord .
I knew my parents are quite serious whenever I try my best to 'inform' them about this religion.
Nevermind , I know what to do so they're not worryin' me all the while .
So basically texted Ms Wong about the baptism , I just wish you're one of em' to testify me.
Reason is simple , you're so important for me .=)
Well , big thanks for Lord Jesus , You brought em' to me and I feel the care of Yours .
Yea I believe , it's some doubt within me , delay decision-makin' .
I know Lord will show me understandin' and lead me to the answer .
Today was tirin', studied in library alone and ended up now bloggin' LOL
Psychology , I'll take you as my friend , God picks me into you , so He serves a purpose for this action .
Praise Lord , lastly , I love my life . Amen
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