I want sleep.
Can I just sleep like nobody business in the library ?
Urgh I don't think so, even if you see me somewhere here and seem like I'm sleeping, actually I'm not.
I can't really nap over MonashLibrary due to the reason : I'm alone.
Unlike during A-level, I was sleeping NYENYAK sekali.
The main is because I've friends beside me, so I feel 'safe' LOL.

Ahh mainly caused by childhood experiences, that's why I don't dare to sleep if I'm alone .
Whatever this isn't the point I wanna say .

-.o
Psycho lab journal will soon drive me mad.
So HELLO tanjung rambutan.


Anyways, Ive gone through alots of ups and downs in the past 3 years.
In the end, I'm fine now.
I am so glad I didn't choose the way that my psychiatrist told me to go.
Hey doctor, see, I'm now doing something that you probably never think of 3 yrs ago, am I not right ?
I pulled myself out successfully from the hell of drugs, so don't simple prescribed drugs for your patients.
Drugs don't really help the patients who suffered from depression.
The main root is solve out what's inside his/her mind, untied the tied rope.
Isn't this your job?
I'm not being mean or whatever shit behavior, I just can't imagine how many people going to work hard just trying to stay happy everyday WITHOUT depend on the drugs.
I'd went through it, and I shall never forget the process.
Life that I used to have in the past, isn't something that I ashamed of.

I had it once, it's make my story of life much more interesting.
Everything reminds me, never give up so easily because based on what I've conquered.
Life is not easy , but we can make it easy .

Stay upbeat , and smile ! C:C: