勇气, 是当你发现没有赢的把握，明知会输，却不放弃。——你不勇敢，谁​来替你坚强。坚强的伪装，也是坚强。


It simply means that, even when you're losing your faith,even you know you're going to lose at some point BUT you'll never give up. If you're not going to be tough, there is no one will be there JUST you. 
You're being tough , though it's faking.




LIFE. C:

I want sleep.
Can I just sleep like nobody business in the library ?
Urgh I don't think so, even if you see me somewhere here and seem like I'm sleeping, actually I'm not.
I can't really nap over MonashLibrary due to the reason : I'm alone.
Unlike during A-level, I was sleeping NYENYAK sekali.
The main is because I've friends beside me, so I feel 'safe' LOL.

Ahh mainly caused by childhood experiences, that's why I don't dare to sleep if I'm alone .
Whatever this isn't the point I wanna say .

-.o
Psycho lab journal will soon drive me mad.
So HELLO tanjung rambutan.


Anyways, Ive gone through alots of ups and downs in the past 3 years.
In the end, I'm fine now.
I am so glad I didn't choose the way that my psychiatrist told me to go.
Hey doctor, see, I'm now doing something that you probably never think of 3 yrs ago, am I not right ?
I pulled myself out successfully from the hell of drugs, so don't simple prescribed drugs for your patients.
Drugs don't really help the patients who suffered from depression.
The main root is solve out what's inside his/her mind, untied the tied rope.
Isn't this your job?
I'm not being mean or whatever shit behavior, I just can't imagine how many people going to work hard just trying to stay happy everyday WITHOUT depend on the drugs.
I'd went through it, and I shall never forget the process.
Life that I used to have in the past, isn't something that I ashamed of.

I had it once, it's make my story of life much more interesting.
Everything reminds me, never give up so easily because based on what I've conquered.
Life is not easy , but we can make it easy .

Stay upbeat , and smile ! C:C:

HAHAHA

Butt is sticking pappa rich's chair .
Chillin' with Kenny gee zhizhi , not really chillin', just hanging out.
Oh man, first laugh after 3 weeks uni has started.

I love you guys !
Feel damn great to lepak though my brain is now keep on interpreting 'data' of my works.

Hmm, later go back study 20min in biology lab manual before off to bed .
Life , you're busy , but you're meaningfull <3

I love you, Life !
C:C:C:C:

Biakcek.

Second post of the day.
You may think am I so free or whatever shit.
Very pekcek, I can't do my chem report with retarded brain right .
My throat just feel no so well since yesterday ChemLab session, maybe due to the chemical solution .
Please la, don't treat me like this can mo arhhh 化学物


lalala, back to work.

Challenge

Let's talk about the topic, and cut the long shit to short blablabla x)

I was so damn bloody lucky, you know what, I was having Chem tutorial just now.

Joash(hopefully I get it right) asked is there anyone who can worked out the Q4 on the whiteboard.

To be frank, I think no one volunteered themselves because everyone of us didn't know how to do.

So, he had no idea but to choose people randomly from the name list.

What the shit, I THOUGHT I wont 'kena' because I didn't prepare for every Q.

Besides I dont think I'm that 'lucky' LOL.

Well, Joash flipped through the name list and "Hoo Loo Sin" he shouted. 

=.=! holly lembu, my awesome name

*lightning strikes*

O.O I was damn shocked you know, why everytime I'll kena all these rubbish but not lottery or luckydraw.

urgh, I told him I dont know , but he insisted that I should try.

Nevermind, I tryyyy..

Ended up simply write rubbish on the board , concept was right just the bloody figure got wrong.

Not bad , keep the spirit up mannnn! C:

That's an impact after this, I found I'd taken the challenge and struggled to get the answer.

The most important , I didn't give up on it. Thanks Joash C:

Alright, after this, I'm really going to ruin up myself by gaining lots of knowledge.

I grew mentally as I didn't think of giving up on that moment.

So yea ROCKS it man.

Ok, this blog doesn't seem short at all.

I have to get back to work since there's a gathering with gee kenny zhizhi them at night.

Smile, keep fighting !C:C:C:C:

Inhale and exhale

I know you're somewhere out there . I miss you Ah Ma =') I know you're now with GOD.





Life is started to get busy and workload is still increasing.
I would say I'm working hard to a extend, but I have get used to Uni's lifestyle.
After ruined up the Masteringbiology quiz, I told myself better to be more serious.
It's so silly to say I really felt like crying when I knew I didn't do my quiz.

Urgh, life isn't easy anyways, especially when you're trying to have some chillin' time. Then all of the sudden there's a lightning strikes into your head saying you don't have much time to chill due to reports assignments quizzes =C
Warn ya, the management of time is crucial,especially when you're flooded with lots of works.
That's the exact reason I'd planned my timetable yet to be discovered by yourself whether I really follow it or not hahaha.

Ah , my pre-U was somehow spoon-feed me, that's why I was a little bit lost in the beginning.
But you know what, human is a awesome organisms that able to adapt to new environment in short time.
For example, me! I'm facing the system quite well(better than yesterday XD) .
How short is the short, for me, I took about 10 days. The process was so dead man.

Currently, as you can see, I'm bloggin' but the venue is different. So, where am I now ? HOME =D
Soon or later, gotta kick my ass and start doing the lab report.
It's my second chemistry report, hope I've learned from my previous report ( the score is bad ).
Juju , show some improvement by working hardeerrrrrr x)
Brainwashing myself that don't ever take excuse that I have a weak-retarded biology basis , aha , 99% !



Anyways, it's a good sign / good news that I'm still surviving , though things getting harder and harder .
I shall not waste any second, it isn't a favor thing, think of those who had passed away and you'll eventually find that you're blessed.
Make use of every lessons, mistakes, upset, heartaches stuffs.. Learn from them and grow.
Pray to Lord, thanks for giving me life and courage to face the hardships, for You shall be the savior in my life and I'll not be anxious by anything but everything through prayer and petiton . Amen ! =)


Smile , work hard , and live your life .




*alright,time to study! Ciaoz.

bom.

我科系的那女孩好酷玄毙了
哈哈哈，我神经==




人生真的是娘的起起落落（无视我的rudeness，其实我很斯文的）
哈哈哈，笑不就好了
有什么事过不去的，你讲啊你讲啊=D


想分享有意思的句子:
【人生8个不要等】1不要等到想要的爱时才学会付出；
2不要等到​孤单时才想念你的朋友；
3不要等到有职位时才去努力工作；
4不要​等到失败时才记起他人的忠告；
5不要等到生病时才意识到生命脆弱​；
6不要等到分离时后悔没有去珍惜；
7不要等到别人指出才知道自​己错了；
8不要等到临死时才发现要热爱生活。




其二，你荒废的今天，是昨天死去的人奢望的明天。
问题让你后退不敢往前，那你可以滚开。
老娘娘的想要哭都没机会没有空间哭
你跟我说你面对天大的问题，所以你才这样


去撞墙拜托
你比温室小花还受保护
世界大得你只看到1巴
不要光说世界对你不公平，在那里埋怨
GROW UP啦


你的事会惹我吐血所以算了
滚远点。






KID！我没有想她料咯
=>
她说那个笑脸很奸诈，哭死我


















我亲爱的大家，微笑是两个人之间最短的距离。=）笑多多！